Closure

Hanging onto feelings
in my mind
turning the pages
with eyes closed
hoping to find changes
with none in my heart

Searching for peace
in a soulful rhyme
with messed up words
that don't mean anything divine
I gravitate towards your being,
helpless and blind,
looking for love
I've been hoping forever
to find

Like the first and
last feeling of its kind,
the abysmal hope
that I cannot share or bind

Never hoping for reality
and never letting the magic
cast off its spell, sleeping dreamy
and waking up blind

Clouds and thoughts,
poems and rhymes
Amusing myself on account of the master
and bemused at myself
for a better want or find...

Accused of haunting my mind
with the unattained
prioritized on my mind,
fighting a lost battle
with victory of my kind

They said I need closure
but it's this chapter
that I'm striving for intellect
and moreso love to define...