All apologies ..

If this was ever
meant to be,
a profound insanity
Yet how am I
ceasing to flee
into anonymity

Choking on
the sins with glee
Riding on a memory
Ain't there a way
less ordained
I would not
let remained

When does wish arrive?
I don't have to scribe,
hoping for a turn
nascently concerned

All in all
we're born to err
and
all we deal with is
all we spur

On the run
I had no fun
on the run
I feel someone
still the one
who waits with yearn ..

Does it help to know
you're there
Just as much
as the feeling
of wishing
you'd care

I wish
it was, to not wish
the wishfulness
the chronic way

I am purging
to make reparations
as you think
another dawn
is immersing at bay

Silhouette,
the nest of my dreams
Absolve
the mercy of dismay
To know it all
and yet never having
to say ..