To you ...


I try and write
what I cannot say
I cannot say ..
I wonder how they do ..
Something perceptible ..
Retiring to admit,
Copious to pursue
I hear echoes within
I hear them true
I tried to blasphemise
More entangled I grew
To say what
I am not able to
Dumbfounded
Why I would need to ..
I may not do it
I may never reach you
How can I best say ..
It wouldn't really
be a 'life'
without you
If it would happen someday
I wouldn't know
If I should wait
that long
How long in that wait I'd grow ?
I would never know if it'd come true
I'm confronted
being honest ..
Risking self
I search for the aspect of me
thats you ..
To bring something
to shape
from darkness
And to let it brew ..
Wonder what'll happen
If I let it ensue
Perish in the travails
Become someone to you ..
I am so lost into words
Yet I'm helpless without them too
Pitiful yet, they don't bring
me any closer to you ..
If words wouldn't do it
Would my thoughts ever reach you ?
The ones that resonate
the absence
within me
pacify the quest that
makes you
wander too ..
I started from myself
today
I hope tomorrow brings us to two
A me and a you ..