AN EQUAL MUSIC

Some new notes from my eyes on display

a few heart to heart tunes

and the music melted everyone away

I don't play for the distinguished wholes

or say it for the unsung souls

I could play though what would fight the light

to keep you where I savor the sight

Far from the prying eyes

I did take you away

but now that you are far from me

I take refuge in the musings of the moments

spent together

a comatose time

no feelings or thoughts spoken

any emotion would do just fine

please just keep indifference at bay

'take some pictures

that you may keep

that will lighten up your day

while I will go for my beauty sleep'

deep within I know you like I never knew myself

and I see what you look for is right through me...

painfully true and truly painful too

Can I stop and apologize,

its just me, just me and its meant to...

Its meant to ache and that's not where

I lose my way

It bites and stings and I would let it too

but this numbness that gnaws at me

in the wake of night...

I could get lost in your eyes

and believe everything in the end

will always be alright

Taking heart, there is another day

some more pain and some love to give away

O selfish heart, why do you seek

how can you keep what isn't yours to stake

Enough now, lets see where this night meets day...