End of days

Nearing the edge of reason,
thoughts sway

between never ending seasons

of doubts, what lasts

and what stays

Don't say it,
just let it come its way
I've been let down before
coming through the ways
that I thought led
to where I made my shore
and perhaps our bay was too

Remember, how you taught me
to see magic in the world
You know what,
I still do

The occurence and the reccurence of it all
is no more an abysmal blur

They say I have a heart problem now
I tell them, I always did

They tell me I can't love everyone

and but one who I can't see

but must deem is out there true

I wonder how it's still alive
but then I realised, its not
where is the love?

Every step of the way
giving up a little more
everyday, in one or the other way

Remorsing on this journey
wishing for more steps in this play

between wanting and giving up

and this bittersweet foreplay

Let me breathe
cause I'm drowning in my shadow
while you sleep hiding in your sun

The end is what we don't see

and the beginning what we can't define anyway