Epiphany

The devil from
heaven does not arise
The hero hidden
behind
sunshine, no he's away

The problems
that you and I face
are ours to savor
and
ours .. all the way

I wish I would tell
you and explain myself
I know not
where
it didn't go right
that everything thats wrong
has to go down
without a fight ..

But with sweet candid
exchanges,
our ship saw
last light of the day
sinking till
every molecule of breath
could not overpower
reasons to stay

I exchanged pleasure
for misery
and
for all I know
Now, it won't go away

Day after day
I keep thinking away
and
I can't put myself
to sleep

Mentating over
the implications
Of having
to dive in deep
and
all the possible complications

All alone ..
between
bedsheets and thoughts.
Lasting
perspirations and
exasperations

Why .. such abysmality
is now my present's
abbreviation ..

Could you ever
smell my desperation?
Wide echoing silence
between all that I
ever managed to say ..

I trade tonight my
soul to the sole mercy of
your smile,
and I know
thats my absence
that will bring.
The balance to the
surfacing vibrations ..

My love turns
out to be my overkill
and
my life, aptly then
its cure..

Amongst your thoughts
again
I feel secure..
my love is my
epidemic
and its search, my cure

Though, I know
its going to be alright
I wonder after how many
remonstrations and
endless disclosures
will I overcome
the fright

And
embrace
what doesn't belong
knowing
it will never ever
turn true ..

Taking
the road that
further bends,
right where
I thought it'd end

I pray
someday
I don't discover
you surrendered to
coldness
for the fear of similar
implications ..

You and I,
and
to the
'we and us'
The days go by ..